I haven’t written in a while… to state the obvious.
Writing means that I am putting a voice to what is going on in my head and sometimes I just can’t bring myself to do that.
I read so many brilliant blogs and I wish I could express myself as well as some of those writers. Some of the poetry is brilliant and touches my soul. I did not start this blog with the intention of becoming famous but only to share my life experiences in the hope that they will help myself and maybe let others know that they are not alone. Perhaps, then, my writing style is not so important.
I can voice my feelings, my struggles, but I continue to be at a loss of how to fix them. Will I live the rest of my life struggling with the demons in my head? I try to tell myself to remember that it is not always like this…
Being alone is not good. I need someone to yell at me. Yell louder than the demons.
You are worthy
You are beautiful
You are smart
You are a good mother
Your friends love you
This will not last